China Calling

there are some days where i just feel like running away
to be alone, where nobody knows me, and i know no one. 

there are some days where I want to run away from God
He's infiltrated so many parts of my life 
I have nothing left for myself 
I'm tired of fighting the war within myself 
I'm tired of losing
i'm tired that I have to stand up again and
continue walking the walk 
I know I should walk 

These are the days I don't know what to do
I just sink into myself 

In these days I usually run some place in Singapore
here I don't know where or how to run away


I know that no matter where I run 
God is there
Even if I go to the depths of Sheoul 
He is there, I am under His mighty hand. 

But I still can't stop running for some reason.